I’m sorry you feel guilty :(

But – I’m glad you were able to be such a good obedient boy when listening to the end of R*d Silk ;)

Back home again after a business trip. The hour 48 struck when I was in my hotel room, thank God for portable mp3-players!!!

The flight was great, and I went to the lavatory a couple of times and I stayed excited the whole flight, I hope I covered it well enough…;-). Thinking about you and the fact that you most likely would laughed to the fact that I could hardly look at the flight attendants, strangely made me feel the need to end the experience right there and then, like: “what was I doing, sitting on a plan with a semi erection due to some words spoken by a women I never met… (Sorry and I do feel guilty abut even having those thoughts) – which of course made me even more exited! Still I didn’t and o’boy am I glad!!!

After a day of meetings (and a couple of visits to the rest room for a quick tease, suppressing the experiment as much as I could though since I had to concentrate on the work), I went back to the hotel room and I actually shivered (physically) when I lay on the bed to listen for the second time, and when you told me to come… well let’s just say it was worth the waiting!!! Just before the end I do believe that there was almost nothing I wouldn’t have done if you had given me a command and to realising that a woman could have that kind of a power over you is both exiting and scaring…

Might that in fact be the reason for the orgasm; the “state” of excitement has to end since it actually threatens the current male dominated world order… and we couldn’t have that could we? could we (please!)?

Any how, thank you again! love your test and sessions!
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Slave Johan

Thank you again for this experience!

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Slave J

I feel the same ambivalence about you guys releasing on command. I want you to but I like knowing I get to continue to tease you :)

I acctually fear the reaction that the stewardess might have on me tomorrow, I just might have the need to go to the lavaroty, but still that won’t help me much…

Right now I believe that I would follow your every command, thank you for this opertunity to serve you, how ever short it might be.

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Slave Johan

I just listen to Red Silk (even writing it makes my body shiver) for the first time (a couple of houer early bu I had to due to my schedule – have an early flight tomorrow) – the fealing was as always under your gudience extraordinary, and even though I didn’t got to release I felt a huge orgamsic fealing when you (on the mp3) gave the command of release!!!

As always there is a duality with this obsession… I was disapointed that I wasn’t able to come mearly listning to you words, still I so not want this experiment to end so in some way I am happy that I “failed”.

I look (and still I don’t) forward to tomorrow and I hope that I still feel this shiver that I feal

I wish and will. It feels so nice being back under your control, like I ever left…

I will dream a way in a minut and obay you ones again.

Somehow the dream becomes more and more real and its strange that I have stayed “semi-hard” all day even though I havn’t teased myself that much…

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Johan