HomeI have been thinking about the end of this hypnotic tease and denial experience and I suddenly realized the end of the second 24 hours would probably occur when many of you were at work. Instead of listening to R*d Silk and releasing at the end of the second 24 hour period, I would like for you to wait until you are alone at home or somewhere that is more conducive to your task :)
You do seem to be enjoying yourselves. I like knowing you are feeling my control envelope you during this time and that it excites you. I am curious – have my directions been easy to follow or have you struggled a bit to be obedient? Was it just a little bit embarrassing to touch while you were in public restrooms? I hope it wasn’t too uncomfortable. I don’t enjoy humiliating anyone but if you squirmed a little bit in a pleasurable way I am happy :)
I also wonder, has listening to R*d Silk felt a bit different this time since you were doing it at my direction? Has your overall experience with my directions been what you thought it would be?
I’m looking forward to hearing more from you ;)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:00 pm
Lady Julia,
Thank you so very much for extending the time period to be able to properly apply your directions. So far the instructions have been easily understandable and able ot be followed as prescribed. The obediance part is difficult to a degree as I go about my day. The situation is that touching is such an ingrained habit that as soon as my hand moves to touch and the finger tips make contact that your command slams to the front of the psyche and before anything more than a brush of the finger tips occur I am whisking my hand away. Listening to R*d Silk has been different as I know it is you commanding me to listen to your voice knowing that it is your words directed at me to listen to you at the appointed time. The last month or so while doing yard work on the weekend I would listen to an MP3 or two and this weekend the only trance that I listened to was R*d Silk while I was relaxing.
The experience has been enlightening and I wasn’t really sure what the experience would be like to begin with, however now I have a baseline to go with for future directions if they were to present themselves. This humble submissive in experimentation looks forward to completing this excercise and reporting to you the results.
Many thanks Lady Julia for providing this opportunity to serve.
Submissively intrigued,
kurius
June 28th, 2009 at 7:02 pm
Ok… To answer Your questions Lady J.
1. I think that anyone with any discretionary common sense and who knows You, would realize that Your direction would mean to follow instruction at the next available opportune time in which to comply.
2. You’re directions are even more xxxciting to follow if there is no deviation. I was obligated to comply at the restroom at Church this morning. Fortunately, there were
dividers between the urinals so that those next to me didn’t realize to what it was to which I was complying…. even the more xxxciting! ;)
3.Yes, Listening to Red Silk…(fortunately, the trigger only works when You say or write it)
was much more profound under the circumstances of following Your direction.
4. Yes again…. The overall experience (even more so, now that I am in my 2nd 24 hours)
has been quite incredible.
I hope that this answers Your questions dear Lady J.
Sidebar….. I remember Kidnapped 1. It was also quite profound and with a profound
trigger (no release this time!). Since I have never experienced Kidnapped 2… nor had the opportunity to experience the trigger of Kidnapped 1, I would humbly drop to my knees before the Divine Lady J and beg that She consider allowing this devotee (and maybe the others?) to experience both…. perhaps at such time that I (we) prove worthiness by fully complying with this first set of directives?
Just a thought. No topping from the bottom here! :)
Devotedly,
gary k
June 28th, 2009 at 7:10 pm
Kurius,
Have you enjoyed the sense of being teased and denied enough to endure the experience of being teased and denied? I can tell it has been an exercise in restraint for you :)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:11 pm
OOps… sorry Lady J. I did forget another part of Your directive. You ARE the
COOLEST Domme in the WORLD! Actually no directive needed on that! :)
gary k
June 28th, 2009 at 7:18 pm
Gary,
You’re too funny :) Thank you.
You’re directions are even more xxxciting to follow if there is no deviation. I was obligated to comply at the restroom at Church this morning. Fortunately, there were
dividers between the urinals so that those next to me didn’t realize to what it was to which I was complying…. even the more xxxciting! ;)
I think that is probably a first for me – someone doing something kinky for me in a Church. I’m afraid to even think too long about that :)
Sidebar….. I remember Kidnapped 1. It was also quite profound and with a profound trigger (no release this time!). Since I have never experienced Kidnapped 2… nor had the opportunity to experience the trigger of Kidnapped 1, I would humbly drop to my knees before the Divine Lady J and beg that She consider allowing this devotee (and maybe the others?) to experience both…. perhaps at such time that I (we) prove worthiness by fully complying with this first set of directives?
Just a thought. No topping from the bottom here! :)
I’ll take your request under advisement ;)
Of course, if you wish to participate should I choose to take you up on your suggestion, you will have to have access to that MP3 ;)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:24 pm
Thank You for Your kind responses Lady J! :)
June 28th, 2009 at 9:10 pm
Lady Julia,
The tease and denial definitely increased my response to Red Silk. I found as the day progressed it the teasing got harder to control. Had you not given me the order I would not have made it through the day. Of course disobeying was not an option. But the temptation increased. Like having a chocolate cake in the kitchen that you cannot eat. I definitely squirmed. By bed time my whole pelvic area was tingling.
One interesting thing happened. I lay in bed for about 15 minutes not wanting to turn on the MP3. I just wanted to enjoy the feeling for a few more minutes. I knew once it started it would be over.
You are the coolest hypnodomme.
Mike
June 28th, 2009 at 9:21 pm
One interesting thing happened. I lay in bed for about 15 minutes not wanting to turn on the MP3. I just wanted to enjoy the feeling for a few more minutes. I knew once it started it would be over.
Smiles
I have had so much fun with this, it won’t be long til I do something else :)
And you guys are all pretty cool yourselves.
June 29th, 2009 at 7:38 am
“Have you enjoyed the sense of being teased and denied enough to endure the experience of being teased and denied? I can tell it has been an exercise in restraint for you :)”
Lady Julia,
Enjoy is an understatement, to say the least this experience has been enticing and dare I say erotic. Now don’t get me wrong I have been teased and denied a number of times but not for as long with only the thoughts of obeying being the only denominator in keeping me on task. Having the sense of being teased and denied has only made the desire to be teased and denied all the more stronger. The gift to the Domme of total submission where her pleasure is more important than physical release for awhile is now even more present. Even now as I type these words to you my mind and body are going through the excercise of restraint ;) .
My deepest thanks to you Lady Julia for allowing your ideas to enter into my mind. Time for me to go and be the boss at that place called work.
Submissively teased and denied,
kurius
June 29th, 2009 at 10:00 am
Lady Julia,
I do so enjoy being directed as to what I should and should not be doing. As many have said your incredible, and I would so love to have a longer duration added in the teasing part. I have gone as long as 5 days of intense teasing, and tried to keep from releasing.
I don’t know about others but I dream of being made to tease myself several times a day and for periods that can last up to an hour in length, and then be made to get back to my work.
It can even be exciting not even knowing when release will come! Thank you again.
June 29th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
Kurius, it is really lovely to read that you enjoyed that sense of frustration. I quite like doing that to people but only if it is good frustration. It falls in the whole category of squirmalicious things (like being slightly embarrassed but in a good way.)
Patrick, I am sure between this site and my Silken Tease site ( http://www.tease-and-denial.net ) that there will be a number of opportunities to enjoy a bit of control :) Just keep stopping by. You never know when the whim will strike me.
June 29th, 2009 at 10:40 pm
Dear Lady Julia,
I think I may have misunderstood the directions for the tease and denial experience so please forgive me. My understanding was we were to repeat each twenty-four hour period until such time we released without touching while listening to the Red Silk Scarf at the end of the day. Re-reading the instructions I believe I was to listen and release at the end of the second day.
But good things do come from mistakes sometimes. The night following the second listening without touching or releasing I woke around one a.m. with an erection that was deliciously painful. Like an erotic itch I wasn’t allowed to scratch. My erection seemed to be dancing to some cosmic strings that I had no control over. The more I thought about you and the experirene the more it persisted. In the process of dealing with it I think I may have gotten a small taste of what it really feels like to truly submit The feelings are difficult to describe but it was deeply satisfying.
I woke two more times during the night in the same condition and again in the morning. I just bathed in the titillating pain and pleasure of it each time. The Red Silk Scarf is a gift that truly keeps on giving.
I am grateful for your gift and there is no doubt you are the coolest domme in the universe.
Jerry
June 30th, 2009 at 7:32 am
Jerry, I am really happy to hear that you had an experience that you enjoyed. It’s ok that you misunderstood. I’ll let it slide this time ;)
Just to make sure everything is ok, your pain wasn’t something unusual or very intense, was it? Forgive the nurse in me, but I had to ask.
June 30th, 2009 at 9:53 am
Lady Julia,
Thanks for your concern. Pain may have been a bad choice of words. It was was unusual and intense but in a ecstatic way. I found that when I went with it instead of resisting, it was like surfing on the edge.
Jerry
June 30th, 2009 at 11:14 am
Great :) I am glad it was so good.