HomeOver the years I’ve conducted several “experiences” with the members of my Yahoo Group and the members of The Circle of Dreams. Essentially they were periods of time where I allowed my submissive friends to get a small taste of control at the hands of a slightly bossy mentor hypnodomme (that would be me) ;) Since I’ve just begun this blog, I thought I might christen it by doing a short hypnotic tease and denial event.
Here’s how it works:
My goal in doing this is to allow those without a Mistress the opportunity to experience just a tiny bit of control and hopefully provide an opportunity for a little growth. I’m not suggesting it’s even remotely the same thing as being a submissive to a Mistress, but it’s still a bit of fun and excitement.
Keep in mind, I’m not interested in taking anyone as a submissive. That sounds blunt I know, but sometimes when I’m less blunt about that people forget and I didn’t want to risk any hurt feelings or risk any damage to existing relationships.
If you participate in this activity and you are in a relationship, IT MUST NOT negatively effect your relationship. If you find in any way that it does, STOP. If you think it might, DON’T START. If you have a Mistress, ASK PERMISSION FIRST.
To participate you must agree to my terms:
I will take control (just for the time of this event) of your hypnosis experiences. (Control of this starts NOW as you read this post). I say when and if you listen to MP3s and which ones you listen to. You may not trance with anyone via voice or text unless this individual is your Domme/Mistress.
I will also take control of any masturbation activity during this time. (Control of this starts NOW as you read this post). If you’re married or in a relationship and your partner initiates sex, by all means go with it and have a great time ;)
You will post a progress report in the comment section every day. At a minimum, your post will include the fact that you are obeying my instructions and also that I’m the coolest Domme in the world (wink – just teasing on that last part).
You will finish what you begin unless you ask for and receive permission to do otherwise.
Those are the basics for all my experiences. The following are the requirements for this particular event:
If you have any questions, wait to begin until I can answer them.
As always if you participate, you must remember that YOU are responsible for YOUR behavior. If you cannot comply with my restrictions or if you have any reason to believe it would be unwise for you to do so, you may not participate.
~ Lady Julia
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Effective July 2, 2009 this experience has ended. Those who have already begun will continue until their tasks have been completed. If you missed participating, don’t despair – I will be doing another experience soon :)
June 26th, 2009 at 6:19 pm
Nice new blog Lady Julia
hugs
ianto
June 26th, 2009 at 8:43 pm
You are easily the coolest hypnodomme.
Consider me in the experiment.
I have never done anything like this before.
Right now I am feeling equal measures of nervousness, exhilaration and arousal. And just a little trepidation.
Looking forward till tomorrow.
Hopefully I will sleep well tonight.
Submissively,
Mike
June 27th, 2009 at 2:21 am
I am very pleased to have you slipping back into my mind.
Today is Saturday
Waiting impatiently for Sunday and for red silk.
Hypnotically yours
Les
June 27th, 2009 at 5:44 am
Nine hours into the experiment. I am feeling continually tingly in my pelvic area. Like when I was a teenager. I hope I don’t have to start carrying my books in front of me to hide my condition. :-)
Kept waking up with last night with erotic thoughts. Had to keep reminding myself no touching.
Mike
June 27th, 2009 at 9:11 am
ianto, always lovely to see you :) I’m a bit surprised you aren’t participating in this. I know how much you loved to be controlled.. teased.. I remember doing that to you quite often.
June 27th, 2009 at 9:13 am
Mike, to say I am pleased that you are participating would be a mild understatement :)
You seem to be doing quite well!
I quite like the thought of you needing to carry books around to hide your excitement :)
June 27th, 2009 at 9:14 am
Les :) I think, like Mike, this is your first “experience” with me. I am very pleased that you decided to participate.
I am looking forward to hearing how things are going for you.
June 27th, 2009 at 11:07 am
Lady Julia, thank you for creating this blog. Hands off as of right now 12:15 pm CST. Right now I feel intriqued and kurius.
June 27th, 2009 at 11:10 am
I will begin right now Lady Julia. I always love your experiences.
It feels so good to have you control me but even more than that I like knowing that obeying you is pleasing to you.
Is there anything I can do for you to please you?
June 27th, 2009 at 11:28 am
Lady Julia,
This is an intriguing and generous gift. Thank you.
I won’t be able to begin participating, though, until Sunday night (6/28). Is that okay?
Kind regards,
kenji
June 27th, 2009 at 11:43 am
I would like to do this for you. I’ve never done anything like this so please be gentle. :-)
It is nice of you to offer the anonymous option for people. When I read that you were doing that I thought “what could be so difficult about writing something on a blog?”
I thought that for about 1 minute until I started writing this. It is much more difficult to admit things in public than I ever imagined. It’s not easy telling the world how exciting this is to me. Maybe it is difficult because I know you but I think it would be uncomfortable anyway.
Even though it is uncomfortable I want to do this. I want to do it for you. I know how you feel about so many people visiting your blogs and so few ever saying anything not even a thank you.
Thank you for giving me my first taste of submission.
June 27th, 2009 at 1:09 pm
I will surrender to you for this experience Lady Julia. It is so sexy knowing you are in control. I hope this pleases you.
June 27th, 2009 at 1:40 pm
Hour 17.
My mind definitely is not 100% on work. My mind is wandering to “other topics”. I am not supoosed to be working today anyway.
I notice my bathroom breaks are taking a little longer.
So far I am behaving.
Very exciting.
Mike
June 27th, 2009 at 2:15 pm
Yes… Lady Julia.. You are the coolest and I cheefully submit to Your Control. Thank you.
June 27th, 2009 at 2:22 pm
Lady Julia,
If I may be so bold as to ask a question about this experiment? Regarding the 24 hour period you have instructed me to not touch myself unless I was using the rest room… For the last 2 months every morning when I’m in the shower I have been allowed to stroke from 600 to 1000 times and not allowed release, edging is fine but release is not. There is a short 15-20 second period between sets of 200 to cool down and lather the hand again.
My wife and I have sex about once a week in which time I have the physical satisfaction of release. And it is an arousing experience for both of us.
My question I guess is this, is this morning exercise still allowed or must I not “tease” myself in this manner going forward?
I must admit that some days it leaves me frustrated for hours and others it does not. Today is day six since the last release. However, I have been allowed to touch myself and play during the day outside the shower.
Thanks for your time Lady Julia, and my deepest apologies if this was too much information for you. I am really wanting to participate completely in your experiment. So far it has been three hours and the temptation to touch myself several times since starting your exrecise has been excruciatingly difficult to deny my manhood that sensation.
Sincerest regards,
kurius
June 27th, 2009 at 2:35 pm
Duncan,
You asked, “Is there anything I can do for you to please you?”
I really enjoy reading about how each of you feel as you are following my instructions. Is it difficult? Is it exciting? Do you think about how I feel about all this? Things like that.
If you would like to keep me posted periodically throughout the experience, I would really enjoy that.
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:36 pm
Kenji,
You asked, “I won’t be able to begin participating, though, until Sunday night (6/28). Is that okay?”
Perfectly ok. I don’t mind as long as you let me know when you begin.
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:38 pm
David,
I admit I am surprised and like you, a little uncomfortable with talking about this here.
Still, I’m pleased that you are getting a taste of what submission is all about. I know how seriously take this and how long you have thought about it :)
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:41 pm
James,
Yes, I am pleased :) Are you enjoying yourself?
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:44 pm
Mike,
Aww.. so sorry you’re a bit distracted ;)
Actually, as long as it isn’t causing you problems then I am really enjoying the idea of that :)
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:46 pm
Gary,
Thank you :) I’m looking forward to hearing about your experience. Are you finding things difficult? Exciting?
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 2:51 pm
Kurius,
If you want to participate, you will need to follow my instructions exactly. That of course would mean ceasing your routine for a couple of days, so if you prefer not to do that, I understand. If you need to wait until you have had sex to begin, that will be acceptable too.
Your question is fine. I understand your need to make sure you are doing things as I want them :)
I will add that the first time I read your questions, I didn’t catch the phrases “I have been allowed”. If someone else is controlling your orgasms and touching, of course I would not want you to participate without you receiving permission to do so.
Lady Julia
June 27th, 2009 at 3:18 pm
I would love to do this and will start right away! Thank you Lady Julia. I am so excited.
June 27th, 2009 at 4:02 pm
Lady Julia,
Definitely reminds me of high school where my mind tended to focus on one thing.
Thank you for that feeling again.
Four more hours to go. :-)
Mike
June 27th, 2009 at 4:19 pm
It’s actually very xxxciting Lady J. It certainly focuses my thoughts on You pretty much continuously. Something tells me that’s what You had in mind the whole time lol ;)
gary
June 27th, 2009 at 9:56 pm
Exciting, I am starting right now. I will be more than happy to post my thoughts and feelings about the experience.
Thank You Lady Julia for this opportunity.
HUGS
web
June 27th, 2009 at 10:27 pm
Dear Lady Julia,
I completed the first twenty-four hours this evening and it was a magnificent experience so I would like to continue.
In a nutshell: When I awoke this morning recalling the agreement that I wouldn’t touch or masturbate and although I didn’t have the inclination at the moment found I was getting aroused at the thought of not being allowed to. A warm tingling in my genitals spread through my body and felt connected just thinking about it. My trips to the bathroom were interesting and added some fun to the day. And when I listened to the Red Scarf MP3 this evening the feelings I experienced were exquisite. I didn’t touch or ejaculate but I had orgasmic delights that resonated throughout my entire body.
I have always resisted my submissive side and never acknowledged it publicly but why should I keep resisting something that feels so good.
Thank you for your lovely gift. I have never been in a femdom relationship except in my dreams and probably will not have the opportunity but meanwhile thanks to you I can still enjoy the bliss,
With love,
Jerry
June 28th, 2009 at 3:10 am
Today is Sunday.
I listened to and enjoyed Red Silk.
Unfortunately I did not release.
So I now follow another 24 hours of you wishes.
Hypnotically yours
Les
June 28th, 2009 at 3:12 am
Is it too late to sign up? It’s 5am Sunday as I type this (just before going to bed).
How long will this last?
I’m interested in signing up. It doesn’t seem too hard. :)
June 28th, 2009 at 5:35 am
Nubzies, not it isn’t too late. You may begin today. The answer to your other question is given in the directions in the post above :)
Les, are you happy or sad you didn’t release? Is it really unfortunate? ;)
Jerry, I am glad you are enjoying yourself :)
Web, I knew I could count on you :)
Gary, shh don’t tell my secrets ;)
Mike, I’m glad to hear you are so focused and having fun with it :)
Mac, I look forward to hearing all about your participation :)
June 28th, 2009 at 5:38 am
Nubzies, I guess in a way the answer isn’t given in the post above. I can see where you might not assume I meant to have the experience end with your release and in fact there have been times in the past where I haven’t.
It will end with your release either at 24 or 48 hours.
Thanks for asking for clarification. I am so sleepy I didn’t see I wasn’t clear until after I responded the first time. :)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:28 am
Lady Julia,
Wow.
A very remarkable experience. I could feel it throughout my entire body, which has never happened to me before. It was several minutes before I could catch my breath. I felt like a limp dish rag afterwords.
Thanks so much for this experience.
Mike
June 28th, 2009 at 7:33 am
Only 6 hours to go. I’m sure that I will go through the motions of the day with thoughts of You Lady J. and feeling happy that my compliance will put a smile on Your face. It is exciting to know that You are getting as much delight and excitement in the feelings of having control as we are getting from the feelings of surrendering it.
gary k
June 28th, 2009 at 9:28 am
Lady Julia,
I just stumbled upon this by a happy chance. I love your voice and the premises are just too sexy to sit out on, so I’m in.
Thanks a lot for the opportunity.
Right now I’m feeling excited, and and my crotch is very tingly. I hope it stops soon, or I’m in for one hell of a test.
Warm regards,
Gustav
June 28th, 2009 at 10:04 am
I did listen to relax first
Am i being punished
Sigh Les
June 28th, 2009 at 12:15 pm
Well, Les… I think I need more information. Did you make a mistake or did you do it intentionally? ;)
June 28th, 2009 at 12:16 pm
Gustav :)
Welcome to my blog and my experience. I’m looking forward to hearing how your day goes.
June 28th, 2009 at 12:17 pm
Mike,
Does this mean you finished the assignment? :)
June 28th, 2009 at 12:27 pm
Gary,
It really is exciting for me and inspiring – I’ve been thinking of some ideas for the next time ;)
I quite like knowing you’re all walking around with thoughts of being controlled, teased.. yum.
June 28th, 2009 at 12:28 pm
Lady Julia, thank you for this days experience, quite exhilirating and frustrating at the same time. The experience of the last 24 hours has indeed been mind opening. In retrospect of the last day, I searched through my memory to remember when was the last time that I had gone so long consciously not wanting to touch myself, willingly. Now I have been in environments where touching one self for sexual pleasure was not even a consideration for days or even weeks at a time but that was for other reasons than self denial.
Three hours into the day and doing some creative work for a couple of web sites that I visit, my arousal was getting quite evident, however my thoughts stayed on your command and pleasing you so my hands may have wondered to my groin, but my mind refused the access. About 7 hours into the event my mind and body was aching for the pleasure of the simple touch. This is when instead of touching myself, my body instead squeezed my legs together for some sense of pressure on my manhood. Needless to say it was an erotic feeling and this occured all the through the evening. When I was spending time with my wife, I noticed also that there were times when the desire to touch my cock to move it into a more comfortable position was not allowed because of your control
This morning in the shower, I was consciously debating whether to continue with what had become a ritual for me and yet, I denied my dick even the pleasure of being stroked to the edge. I washed my manhood quickly this morning in the shower and then went about my morning. While outside pulling weeds in my wife’s flower garden the thoughts about even how I was kneeling or bending down had an impact on how I felt in my groin. After completing the yard work, the time arrived to listen to Red Silk. I went to my den and sat in my recliner with the lights out and put the mp3 player on, as I tried to go into the trance my mind was on potential release. As the opportunity presented itself for such action, my body moved and my internal groin muscles activated to place enough pressure on the fluids in my system but there was not enough time to accomplish the task.
About 5 minutes ago I turned off the MP3 player and am writing to you about my experience. for another 24 hours I will be without touching the part of my body that desires to be held and stroked. I will have to report in early or should I wait until late Monday evening to try the Red Silk again Lady Julia, with out touching myself till then as I have a busy and long day on Monday and will not return home until after 9pm CST. Golf league night means I don’t get home till late.
I have noticed one other thing my Lady Julia, my nipples are screaming for more attention as my mind does not allow my hands near my cock. Thank you for this experience Lady J., it has been most arousing.
SIncerely yours in submissive experimentation,
kurius
June 28th, 2009 at 12:58 pm
Lady Julia,
Thank you so much for this experience! I have written about my feelings on my blog if you would like to read it. I can copy it here for you if you prefer.
http://duncan44444.blogspot.com/2009/06/red-silk-hypnosis-tease-and-denial.html
Submissively yours,
Duncan
June 28th, 2009 at 1:54 pm
Telling people I do not know what I feel about such private things is very uncomfortable for me. I suspect it is for many other people because I know many people read your blogs yet only a few participate. I do not say this to discourage you from asking for what you want. You have every right to spell out your requirements and accept nothing less from those who choose to submit to you “during this time”.
I think the willingness to give you what you want is what makes this an interesting experience. Many including me want to do what is enjoyable but when it comes to doing something difficult because it pleases you, I think that is what separates the men from the boys as they say in the South.
What I have learned from this experience so far is that it is about a lot more than my physical pleasure. It is about finding pleasure in giving you what you want. This is probably simple and obvious to people who have always had these feelings and interactions but it is all new to me. I knew this as a concept but now I understand it in reality.
I have thought about you and this experience during every spare moment since I began. I think about you often but this was different. I have always known you were amazing but it astounds me to see how easily you take control and get people to do as you wish.
I touched as directed for the 24 hour period, listened to Red Silk at the correct time, and had an amazing reaction whenever you said in the MP3 to come. I have never known that sort of physical pleasure when no one was around but me. According to your directions my time with this experience is at an end.
Those were among the hardest sentences I have ever typed. I am not complaining. I want you to know how difficult it was because I think knowing I did it anyway is one of the things that you most enjoy. Even though it was difficult it made me feel better than anything else that I did during this experience.
Thank you for the education. You are the most amazing woman I have ever known.
June 28th, 2009 at 3:34 pm
Wow! Having made the 24 hours, and then experiencing the incredible xxxcitement of re-submitting to Red Silk (It has been quite some time since I had experienced its power) was totally awesome.
The really good news is that although being induced to an incredible state of arousal while under, I did not experience release (oh, so close). Good news because I must now continue my devotion to the process and to you Lady J for another 24 hours as instructed .
Hummmm…I’m wondering if the subconcious really didn’t want release this time? I am now continuing with greater “enhanced” feelings from part one to translate into
part 2! You are a devious (and delightful) controller of the mind Lady J! Yes, I will be
thinking of You (a lot) during the next 24 hours!
Obediently,
gary k
June 28th, 2009 at 4:15 pm
I woke up around 4:30pm and read this immediately. So far so good…
I must confess – I’m not in a relationship, haven’t had anything close to that since early March. I’ve gone through periods of not releasing for several days, but this is the first time I’ve done so on the word of someone who isn’t myself.
June 28th, 2009 at 4:16 pm
Lady Julia,
Night is creeping in on me and I’d like to summarize my first few hours of the experiment before slipping into bed.
Seeing as I am new to you, I decided to start out by looking deeper into the archives. To sum that up shortly; much of your writing really struck a chord with me. Arousal was inevitable, but I also felt that the submissive in me grew wiser, allowing me an easier time staying true to my surrender.
I have never experienced my attention being so focused on my cock before. Playing with it was never as tempting when I knew that I could touch it if I wished. I wouldn’t have managed even these first hours if I had done this for myself, but knowing that I do this for you empowers me.
Yet what I find maybe the most submissive act so far into the experience is this report. Knowing that you know of my surrender makes it that much deeper. Thank you for listening.
Warm regards,
Gustav
June 28th, 2009 at 4:44 pm
I listen to Relax first following advice from a posting in your yahoo group.
Which was a reply to a query of the order to listen to your MP3s.
Quote “Well Les, what I usually do when I’m listening to the MP3’s is start with Relax 2 and then move on to whatever session I’m most interested on that evening. This gives me about a forty minute hypnosis session and it helps me enter a deeper trance on the second session with a quieter mind than what would otherwise be possible.”.
So it was deliberate but when I re-read this post I realized this was wrong.
The end of this 24 hours will see me at work so I shall have to wait a further12 hours to complete your “experience” is this OK or do I have to start over?
P.S.
I am running on London UK time now being 11:45 pm
Loadsa Les
I only wish to be successful in following your wishes
June 28th, 2009 at 7:23 pm
Kurius,
I have noticed one other thing my Lady Julia, my nipples are screaming for more attention as my mind does not allow my hands near my cock. Thank you for this experience Lady J., it has been most arousing.
Next time I do something like this, I’ll have to do something special for nipples :)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:25 pm
Duncan, thank you for the mention(s) of my sites and activities on your blog. That is so sweet.
I am so impressed with what you did for the lady on your street. You are such a good boy ;)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:29 pm
David,
Telling people I do not know what I feel about such private things is very uncomfortable for me. I suspect it is for many other people because I know many people read your blogs yet only a few participate. I do not say this to discourage you from asking for what you want. You have every right to spell out your requirements and accept nothing less from those who choose to submit to you “during this time”.
I know it’s difficult. I tried to make it a little easier by allowing people to make anonymous comments. The truth is, reading what you all write as you do this is where I receive the majority of the pleasure I feel when I do these experiences.
I think the willingness to give you what you want is what makes this an interesting experience. Many including me want to do what is enjoyable but when it comes to doing something difficult because it pleases you, I think that is what separates the men from the boys as they say in the South.
Smiles
Thank you for writing all you did. I know it wasn’t easy. If it helps any, I was very pleased with what I read.
June 28th, 2009 at 7:30 pm
Nubzies,
I must confess – I’m not in a relationship, haven’t had anything close to that since early March. I’ve gone through periods of not releasing for several days, but this is the first time I’ve done so on the word of someone who isn’t myself.
I’m hoping this has made it lots more fun for you ;)
June 28th, 2009 at 7:34 pm
Gustav,
Seeing as I am new to you, I decided to start out by looking deeper into the archives. To sum that up shortly; much of your writing really struck a chord with me. Arousal was inevitable, but I also felt that the submissive in me grew wiser, allowing me an easier time staying true to my surrender.
That impresses me so much. Sometimes when people interact with me in groups, etc, I wonder if they really even care to know anything about me at all. Most do, I know that, but it still touches me when someone makes an effort to realize I’m a person with ideas and feelings.
Also, good for you for checking me out before you let me do kinky hypnotic things to your mind :)
I have never experienced my attention being so focused on my cock before. Playing with it was never as tempting when I knew that I could touch it if I wished. I wouldn’t have managed even these first hours if I had done this for myself, but knowing that I do this for you empowers me.
Smiles
Yet what I find maybe the most submissive act so far into the experience is this report. Knowing that you know of my surrender makes it that much deeper. Thank you for listening.
Thank you for doing this. I’m so impressed with all of you.
June 28th, 2009 at 7:37 pm
Les,
You are perfectly fine. You made a mistake, so unless you want punishment for the thrill of it, I won’t punish you ;)
Waiting til you are home and can finish is fine.
I only wish to be successful in following your wishes
You’re doing well so far :)
June 28th, 2009 at 9:25 pm
Dear Lady Julia,
This is my second twenty -four and I hope it is was much fun for you was it is for me. . Keeping my commitment seems to make everything feel so much fuller and connected. I listened to the Red Scarf this evening and while I didn’t release I overcame a strong desire to touch and in the process hit a sweet spot where I felt like molten metal.
Thanks again for a wonderful trip.
Jerry
June 28th, 2009 at 10:48 pm
Lady Julia,
My first 24 hours obeying you were so exciting. I couldn’t stop thinking about you and wanting to do things for you. I liked being excited and teasing don’t get me wrong but feeling your control only made me want to do something for you.
I listened to red silk but did not cum. I am continuing with your instructions and am trying to do my best for you.
June 29th, 2009 at 7:33 am
I have had a family emergency so I could not participate. I am very sorry.
June 29th, 2009 at 9:11 am
o_O
Early this morning (technically, late at night for me) I had a particularly vivid fantasy of a woman I’ve known as a friend for some time. It was a fantasy of acts I had never really explored before… but the weird thing is, I was dominant for once. (She has acknowledged that she has submissive fantasies, and she knows I am as well.) It was soft-style, kind of like yours…
I don’t know what this means, but I went to the restroom and did my “duties” as described.
June 29th, 2009 at 9:52 am
I must say that this has been a desire of mine for a very long time. I have yet to find a Mistress that could help me with this, and in real life, well my mate isn’t into it at all. I thank you so much for the opportunity Lady Julia, and look forward to giving you feed back. After reading your post this morning, I headed straight to the restroom! Thank you again.
June 29th, 2009 at 10:32 am
Guess I’m in for another 24 hours ;)
June 29th, 2009 at 10:55 am
I am home now.
I will wait until a little later on, if I may, today has been manic, when every thing will be more tranquil.
Then I shall finish your second day.
Thank you for your words of encouragement to myself and all the others
experiencing you will.
Loadsa
Les
June 29th, 2009 at 12:45 pm
Mac, I am so sorry to hear that. I hope things are better soon. Let me know how you are please.
Jerry, you said, “I listened to the Red Scarf this evening and while I didn’t release I overcame a strong desire to touch and in the process hit a sweet spot where I felt like molten metal.” I loved that :)
James, you’re doing so well. I’m very please :)
Nubzies, very interesting! Have you had such thoughts before?
Gustav, you sounded heartbroken ;) I am glad you are having fun. I certainly am!
Wes, that is perfectly fine. You’ve done an excellent job :) I hope you enjoy your reward!
June 29th, 2009 at 2:25 pm
Yesterday, I was distracted and excited all day. Each time I took a bbb and teased a bit, I got more excited. By the time I had my son in bed and could listen to the I was about to explode. Since my earphones were umm destroyed by a 3 1/2 yr old. I had to put my laptop on the shelf above my bed to listen. It was not as nice as stereo headphones, but with Lady Julia’s voice it didn’t take me long to move under. While I didn’t release during the MP3, I did get more excited.
Today, has been even more distracting that yesterday. I have had some trouble concentrating on work. LOL, I am actually sitting at my desk at work now. I am going to stop by and get me a new set of headphones on my way home and get the FULL enjoyment of Lady Julia’s Sexy Suuthun Drawl tonight. I CAN’T WAIT. ;)
web
June 29th, 2009 at 2:30 pm
Very rarely.
I listened to R*d Silk a few minutes ago. It’s been a while (over a week) since listening to your files. I reacted to the triggers placed within the file, but I didn’t maintain an erection… and that made me lose focus at the end part. :( I’m sorry I’m not trained well enough… on the other hand, I’ve been tense most of this afternoon, so it’s not under the best conditions… but I’m not going to be able to do this any other time today.
Going to bed now… good night and thank you, Lady Julia.
June 29th, 2009 at 2:47 pm
Dear Lady Julia.
A bit late but I would also like to join in the experience. This is my first experience in D/s even thought I have been curious for a while now. I have considered doing some of your older experiences, but was waiting for the not so busy time. Now i’ m on vacation so timing seems perfect. :)
And thank you for all your wonderful mp3’s, I specially adore your laughter in them.
mood: a bit nervous I wonder why… =)
June 29th, 2009 at 5:16 pm
Jan: You are too sweet :) I am glad you are participating and hope that you enjoy. A bit nervous is good ;)
Nubzies: Since you were such a good boy during all this, here’s what I would like you to do. The next time you have a day where you will be able to relax and listen, spending the day teasing like you did this time and then listen to R*d Silk knowing you may release, but you don’t have to. See if that makes any difference. (You said you must not be trained well enough, so consider this a training exercise.) :)
Web: Your post made me laugh :) I can just see you rushing to the store demanding, “Headphones, quick!! It’s an emergency!!” ;)
June 29th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) …… Need I say more?
gary k
June 29th, 2009 at 6:59 pm
Yes… I do. THANK YOU LADY J! ;)
gary k
June 29th, 2009 at 7:00 pm
You are the COOLEST!
gary k
June 29th, 2009 at 8:15 pm
My Dearest Lady,
It is Monday and I wish to join the rest in your experience. i look forward to your teasing.
Yours Humbly!
Matt
June 29th, 2009 at 8:51 pm
Gary: I am glad you had a good time :)
Matthew: I’ve been waiting for you ;)
June 29th, 2009 at 9:54 pm
My Dear Lady Julia,
All in all the experiences over the last 2.5 days has been very awakening to the power of the touch or the lack of and the desire to submit to your wants even though all we have communicated through the last few days has been via the written word and Red Silk.
The day was quiet at work, thankfully. The golf game this evening didn’t go as well as I would have hoped, but it is just a game and no money was on the line ;). As I went around the course though you were on my mind and at times my mind was on the submission that I had commited to. When I got home and cleaned up the next thing on my to do list was to go to my den and relax with you whispering in my ear about Red Silk. Your words provided the relaxation that was needed but release was not in the cards.
Many thanks to you though for allowing this man to submit to you.
Humbly in Submissive frustation but enjoyment,
kurius
June 30th, 2009 at 7:34 am
Kurius, thank you for sharing your story with me. I’m glad you enjoyed yourself :)
June 30th, 2009 at 11:38 am
Lady Julia,
During this second day I have been procrastinating more. Being unable to touch not only makes it hard to get rid of certain thoughts once they enter my mind, it also makes them enter more often. I spent more time fantasizing today than yesterday.
I also had one very embarrassing moment when I got an erection while in the shopping mall. Unfortunately my cock got stuck in such a manner that it made an extra large bulge on my pants, and not being allowed to touch it I couldn’t correct it. Furthermore the embarrassment just caused that betraying piece of meat to stand stronger. It took a lot of effort to remain obedient.
When I got home from work I listened R*d Silk again. My mind had a wonderful experience, but I didn’t not come without touching.
On my knees and submissively yours,
Gustav
June 30th, 2009 at 11:50 am
Gustav,
It’s ok that you didn’t come without touching. Sometimes that takes a little training and perhaps a bit more desperation :)
Was the moment in the mall bad embarrassment or good embarrassment?
June 30th, 2009 at 1:57 pm
Lady Julia:
Thank you so very much for the offer of this experience, which will be my first.
Having only just now reviewed the note concerning it, I surrender in obedience to you starting now.
You are very kind to offer this to us.
barbi
June 30th, 2009 at 5:35 pm
Dear Lady Julia,
My first 24h are over. Immediately after starting I noticed that my mind was playing with ideas about looking for loopholes in the rules of the experience, but I quickly put those traitorous thoughts down. ;) Also I started to be careful about placing of my hands when sitting etc, so as not to accidentally touch areas of you control. btw. It is actually quite surprising how many times one uses restroom in a single 24h period, your instructions made at least me take notice of those times. :) Once my teasing was a bit brief as an full erection would have been hugely inconvenient, naturally it is for you to decide, if that is grounds for punishment. For the last 4 hours before the 24h were full there was anticipation about listening the mp3, unfortunately i have had better sessions with your mp3’s before. Maybe it was the hope for more or the fact that i hadn’t listened to your mp3’s recently, that made this session seem less successful than some others. Needless to say i didn’t release, so I will continue following your instructions tomorrow.
June 30th, 2009 at 7:59 pm
Dearest Lady,
I just wanted to catch you up on my journey so far before i venture to the Red Silk MP3. Today has been a wild experience. It seemed every time i had to go you were in there waiting for me. Giggling at me when i came in. As you played i honored you. It was weird having a hard on going out the door every time i left. i know it was for you and that is what you want. Enjoy!!! i am looking forward to day two of your experience.
Truly Yours My Lady
Matt
June 30th, 2009 at 8:10 pm
Jan, thanks for your post :) I liked that you admitted to looking for loopholes – especially since you remained obedient ;)
I’m not sure about punishing you.. you know the details to the situation and I don’t. You tell me, do you deserve to be punished?
June 30th, 2009 at 8:11 pm
Barbi, welcome :) I am looking forward to hearing how things progress for you.
July 1st, 2009 at 9:49 am
Dear Lady Julia:
Approximately 20 hours into the experience.
As with the others, my thoughts, which are more than occasionally distracted, often work their way back to you. Adhering to the rules is a challenge, particularly given that the acts of submission and obedience are themselves exciting. Both the hands off and hands on elements of the instructions present their own challenges.
The nature of the group experience is also interesting. Being part of a number of folks who are obeying and thereby seeking to please you, is novel.
I look forward to hearing your soft and calming voice later.
barbi
July 1st, 2009 at 3:00 pm
Hi Lady Julia,
Thanks for the invitation. It would give me great pleasure to be controlled by you.
I do think you are the most wonderful domme, and person too.
I am rather new at this. Selfishly, I think it will do me a ton of good to have some control of my hormones, so I am looking foward to this. I do hope it pleases you to, darling Lady Julia.
I’ll follow your instructions happily. I am not be able to get to the computer every day, I hope that is okay. I wish to follow you, I hope you help me to be a better person. Thank you so!
John
July 1st, 2009 at 4:12 pm
My Dear Lady Julia:
I am approaching my time with you and Red Silk.
My day has been fairly productive, but despite the lack of any outside indicator, I have been reminded regularly of my pledge of obedience. It feels good, comforting, and exciting to be controlled. Thank you. I have caught both my mind and hands wandering at times. I have let my mind wander a bit but have called my hands back to proper behavior in timely fashion.
Writing of this is, in this forum particularly, is difficult and itself is a form of submission, perhaps. The element of humiliation, here, and in the rest room today, is and was, however, pleasurable. And particularly so if you take enjoyment from the events and the predicaments that you are creating for me and the others.
Thank you, again.
barbi
July 1st, 2009 at 4:40 pm
Dear Lady Julia
The second 24 hours are over, I did have some erotic dreams of vanilla variety in the morning, I usually don’t remember my dream but this one was pretty vivid. Also It’s pretty interesting that first and last thing in the day are your instructions as I visit the restroom. And I seem to easily remember these instructions even in morning half a sleep , so it seems you have nicely entered my brain… As the day went on I got more frequent urges to touch myself, but resisting them isn’t that hard ( or rather the will to obey your orders is a lot more stronger). I listened to the R*d Silk MP3 for second time but no release for me. :/ I felt that I tranced deeper than the first time thought.
Thank you for this opportunity, and yes you are the coolest domme!
July 1st, 2009 at 7:45 pm
Dearest Lady,
i did not release last night so on i went to day two. For some reason today i had to go more often. i imagined you waiting again for me. Waiting to play and have fun with her subject. i do want to say i have enjoyed your experience knowing it was done for your pleasure. Enjoy and Thank You!!!!
Yours truly
Matt
July 1st, 2009 at 8:03 pm
Matt: You said, “For some reason today i had to go more often.” It would be interesting to see the difference in how many times you all went during this versus on an average day :)
Jan: You said, “And I seem to easily remember these instructions even in morning half a sleep , so it seems you have nicely entered my brain…:” I hope you don’t mind me wandering around in there… ;)
Barbi: You said, “Adhering to the rules is a challenge, particularly given that the acts of submission and obedience are themselves exciting. Both the hands off and hands on elements of the instructions present their own challenges.” I hadn’t thought about those as two distinct but potentially exciting things – thank you!
You added, “The nature of the group experience is also interesting. Being part of a number of folks who are obeying and thereby seeking to please you, is novel.” I would really love to have time to do private, separate things for a lot of you, but unfortunately I don’t have the time. I started this because of those constraints but I admit I like the whole “a dozen men scattered around the world are doing X because I told them to” thing :)
You further remarked, “Writing of this is, in this forum particularly, is difficult and itself is a form of submission, perhaps. The element of humiliation, here, and in the rest room today, is and was, however, pleasurable. And particularly so if you take enjoyment from the events and the predicaments that you are creating for me and the others.”
I don’t like humiliating anyone for the sake of humiliating them. It does nothing at all for me. However, if it turns them on a little, then it usually turns me on a lot. I think I must really like making men squirm but being sensitive about how others feel, I can’t enjoy it unless they do.”
Thanks everyone for your comments for the very enjoyable few days :)
July 1st, 2009 at 8:05 pm
John: You said, “I’ll follow your instructions happily. I am not be able to get to the computer every day, I hope that is okay.”
Report when you can. I am glad you are enjoying yourself.
July 2nd, 2009 at 10:34 am
Thank you so much, Lady Julia! You are quite a special person.
I have wanted to get control of my habits, and have not been able to do it myself. The past 24 hours have been a challenge, but very pleasurable at the same time. I like being in your control, I like being controlled. It makes it better that it pleases you, I want to please you.
There were times during the day I wanted an orgasm, I love the way that feels as much as anything in the world (well at least it feels very good to me). That feeling was heightened because I gave it up for you.
And then it was heightened more because of the edge I came to throughout the day. But I do like to obey and be controlled. I liked the thought that I was pleasing you. I would not give that beautiful feeling away for my self, but I would give away that wonderful feeling because it pleases you. You are making me a better person, thank you. I couldn’t do it myself.
I listened to red silk. It was so relaxing, I love it. Your voice is incredible!
I look foward to obeying, being controlled, and pleasing. I’ll wait until you tell me I can please myself and continue with your program, quite happily.
Thanks, John
July 2nd, 2009 at 3:58 pm
Hello. I beg forgiveness for the lateness of this reply. I listened to RS the day after, and proceeded to masturbate after the session was complete. At the time, I didn’t feel much different than the previous session, although I was noticably more energetic that day (so much that my sleep schedule was thrown off). Fortunately this means now I’m back among the living for the past couple of days.
Today I found myself wound up, and remembered I was remiss in not posting here. :( Just writing this, I feel much more relaxed. I meant to write back, but I had to visit my family for dinner that night.
July 2nd, 2009 at 4:47 pm
Lady Julia,
Greetings, i am obeying You now, this is my first day. excitement is all around me and my mind is being inventive. Can’t wait for 24 hrs. or there abouts since I am on vacation and my internet access is limited.
Yours,
Toni
July 2nd, 2009 at 6:56 pm
Toni: I hope you enjoy participating.
Nubzies: Overall was the experience what you thought it would be?
John: Thank you for sharing your thoughts from today. It sounds as if you are enjoying yourself.
July 3rd, 2009 at 12:09 pm
Yes, Lady Julia, I am enjoying mydelf, dear. You are sweet, tender and gentle. I am pleased in learning to please my Mistress. I do love to obey and be guided. This helps so I don’t resist. It is so relaxing and freeing to listen to “Red Silk”.
I like to have my desires controlled and focused. Being involved with this program helps me so. I feel happy involved with this. I like to obey a soft, gentle power. Thank you so much for this!!!!!
July 3rd, 2009 at 4:34 pm
John, it’s nice to hear that you are learning to please your Mistress. My best to her :) I hope she is happy with the results of your efforts.
July 3rd, 2009 at 7:50 pm
Lady Juila,
You are the greatest Mistress, an I am honored to serve You.
Today vacationing in key west, I was nervous about my asignment today.
And wondered what Lady Juila would want from me, so ahead of time I committed to always using open urinals instead of stalls, pull my entire scrotum out too, and use both hands to pleasure myself for a full 3 min. My first time today was so exciting even thou no one came beside me I was humiliated and excited at the same time very weird, I know Lady Juila would be pleased and it was difficult to get things tucked back in my jeans.
The second time it was really busy and several men came and went during my three min self pleasure, I could not look down or to either side so I eyed staight ahead. To my suprise I responded faster than before an actually had to use self control because the thought of pleasing Lady Juila in this way was truely exciting beyond my embarassment of being turned on in the public men’s room. As I was putting things back in when I noticed pre-ejaculate stringing down and I know Lady Juila’s magic is working.
I cannot listen to the mp3 until later. I will repost then.
Thank You,
Toni
July 4th, 2009 at 1:50 am
Lady Julia,
I have listened to both mp3’s safty and red silk. I am totally relaxed and it feels great to submit to You and obey You. I have never felt so relaxed and so comfortable. Thank You for giving me this experience. I tried to post a reply earlier from my cel phone but I guess it did not make it. I enjoyed following Your orders today I had good surprises in the public restrooms. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.
Toni
July 4th, 2009 at 11:52 am
Toni: It sounds as if you had several exciting moments. Please do not feel I want you to touch and tease in front of others. I envisioned you all going into stalls to do your teasing. Doing otherwise never occurred to me.
I am glad you are enjoying your experiences.
July 5th, 2009 at 6:58 am
Lady Julia,
The second day was much more blissful and easier in my own home. The red silk makes me feel like a large marshmallow that is expanding larger and larger lighter and lighter falling slowly, pleasantly dizzy, a peaceful place indeed. I did not release during the tract but i’m totally amazed by the fact that each time you mentioned erotic my member would throb. I was definitely close. And afterwards I felt so wonderful that I just layed still until I fell asleep. Then this a.m. I released in bliss. You truly are a wonderful mistress. I am sad that it is over seemed to go so fast.
Thank You.
toni
July 5th, 2009 at 5:54 pm
Hi Lady Julia! I am continuing with your program and yes my wife, goddess, mistress seems very happy with the results. I don’t tell her the procedure, I hope that is fine with you. Wish I could, oh well.
Anyway, I am pleased to have my mind in this place. I feel less selfish and more in tune with pleasing, her and you. I like to be gallant and to focus my energy on her. I feels so good to be selfish, so I need help to be hers. You are great in that way darling Lady Julia. Thank you so much!!!!!!!!
Amd I have come to love listening to “Red Silk”!
I hope your day is wonderful. And you are the best!!!
July 5th, 2009 at 8:23 pm
Toni and John, thank you for being so open and sharing your feelings. I’m glad you felt positively about the experience :)
July 6th, 2009 at 3:58 pm
Hi Lady Julie, thank you for the enjoyable experience. You are a special and delightful person.
July 8th, 2009 at 10:22 pm
It was actually a bit more frustrating than I thought it would be. I was much hornier than I would be if I had simply abstained from masturbation for 2 days. Aside from that, it was about what I had expected. Would like to try something again. :)
January 9th, 2010 at 8:44 pm
Lady Julia,
Sounds like , well, not fun, but an interesting experience. However, for reasons of physical disability, I could not participate. One can’t be denied what one cannot experience.
January 10th, 2010 at 8:39 pm
Freeman,
This time there won’t be any tease and denial. I plan to focus more on service.