HomeFor day three, you will follow the instructions for day two with one exception: instead of choosing a random lady as the recipient of your service, you will select someone you know. This will be a planned act and it will take at least thirty minutes of your time.
Tell me.. has listening to the Surrender MP3s affected how you feel about your tasks? Do you feel better doing these things at my direction than you would if I were not involved?
January 14th, 2010
January 15th, 2010 at 12:35 pm
Lady Julia-
I am planning to give my wife a half hour neck and foot massage. Is this an acceptable act of service or do I need to try something else?
Thank You for your kind guidance,
Jason
January 15th, 2010 at 1:00 pm
Jason, as long as your motivation is to serve then that is a wonderful idea. I love it when he does something like that for me without expecting anything in return.
January 15th, 2010 at 3:30 pm
Thank You for your help and guidance Lady Julia. I will make sure she knows that there are no strings attached.
Thank You,
Jason
January 15th, 2010 at 11:24 pm
This was another great day. I am finding myself to be much more docile and obedient with most every one I am coming in contact with. You’ll get no argument from me has been my mantra today.
I, of course, started the day with my kneeling devotional to Lady Julia. I tried to concentrate on the title of the experience “Pleasing Feels So Very Good” imagining Lady Julia saying it over and over again in my mind. I became very excited.
I kept the red cloth in my pants pocket and had my hand against it most of the day.
As I mentioned before I chose to give my wife a massage as my act of service. She has been very stressed at work lately and was really tense. She seemed to really need and enjoy the massage. When it was finished she went out with a girlfriend who is visiting from out of town and I stayed home.
The Surrender mp3s have really affected me. I feel that I have become a much more helpful person to just about everyone but I think that anything I do for others is done in service of Lady Julia. I really want to please her.
Thank You for this opportunity to serve,
Jason
January 16th, 2010 at 7:53 am
Good morning Lady Julia,
I begin day 3. Last night again I could not respond to Surrender 1 and 2 as I have in the past. Don’t know why. I had to leave it for today. Then this morning, before getting up I tried again and *it felt so good* obeying your commands :-)
When I arose I knelt and reflected on serving and how good it feels and on my task for today.
I have been feeling a buzz all over and of course you and my “budding D” are on (in?) my mind throughout the day. Often triggered by the red cloth in my pocket.
January 16th, 2010 at 8:30 am
To answer your questions:
For me this activity has been a *refresher* – to reenforce my desire to serve and please that you have helped me develop in the past.
The effect of Surrender 1 and 2 is unmistakeable and every time I serve I do *hear* – Good boy – pleasing feels so good….and of course it does.
That you are mentoring me for this time is extra special and very much appreciated and being given the opportunity to please you in return for your efforts is also extra special.
But the ongoing effect has always been strong and lasting even after the activity and your direction stops. Although, in some way, your direction is always there through your mp3’s and your blogs.
Thank-you and I hope I have pleased you so far :-)
January 16th, 2010 at 8:38 am
Lady Julia,
My girlfriend had birthday yesterday. To have time for its party for the preparations, I have taken holiday. During the complete celebration I have served the guests and then cleaned everything. When I have gone to bed, I was very satisfied with myself. My girlfriend fell asleep with a smile and thought of a beautiful party.
One time yesterday, during I cleaned the dishes, she gave me a kiss on my cheek.
These was a wonderful feeling with thinking on our special play.
January 16th, 2010 at 5:12 pm
Lady Julia:
Please accept my apologies for the late post. I was a bit connectivity challenged late yesterday
I took responsibility for meal preparation and presentation for the day three undertaking.
Doing the acts of service required by the experience are certainly a bit more charged because of your direction. I have been reminded, though, during the experience of the importance of simple acts of kindness – which will be a nice byproduct of participation.
Responsive to your other question, I have not consciously linked listening to the Surrender recordings with the experience or specific acts during this event. The recordings do reinforce, though, certain of the pleasant feelings associated with submission and service.
Thank you again for allowing me to participate.
January 16th, 2010 at 6:48 pm
Jason, you have really done well. You’re eager, committed and seem to be focused on pleasing for the sake of pleasing. I’m impressed with your effort.
January 16th, 2010 at 6:50 pm
Ron, what a very nice thing to do for your girlfriend. I am sure she was very happy as I would be too :) I have watched you in the Queen of Hearts experience in TCOD and now here and am touched by how kind and caring you are. Like Jason, you seem to genuinely feel good about performing acts of service. I think that’s a lovely quality.
January 16th, 2010 at 6:55 pm
Jay, your budding “D” must be so pleased with you. I know I am very happy to hear you feel a fresh desire to serve her :) It’s been fun to mentor you as well as the others because you are so open and willing to be reminded. I know that’s what it is – a reminder. You all already know what it means to enjoy serving a Lady.
January 17th, 2010 at 1:53 am
This morning I really enjoyed kneeling and thinking about yesterday. First off, I felt really good about doing a kind deed for someone.Then I started thinking about the reason I was thinking about it, and have to admit, I got a little umm excited. I thought about how I had done that particular act, which I admit I would most likely done anyway, at the direction of Lady Julia. I was being controlled, I was serving, and it felt really good. It is funny how most of the time an act of kindness makes you feel really good about performing the act for someone, but when it is done in this context, it can create sexual excitement as well. The act of helping someone and the act of service are 2 separate things, but when combined they create feelings on so many levels.
Today I once again chose my X. She just moved back to the town I live in, and didn’t have a place to stay, so she is renting my extra room until she can get a place of her own. I wouldn’t normally do this, but today, I cleaned and vacuumed her room, and put her clothes in the wash. She came in from work late tonight and didn’t notice at first. When she started looking for her clothes for work tomorrow, she asked me where everything was. She then noticed that the room was clean and got really happy, thanking me more than once. It didn’t take long for me to think about why I had thought to do it, and well I got excited all over again.
I just finished listening to my MP3s and still am amazed at how quickly Lady Julia can send me into that magical room, and how those dials really work. I have to say I am coming up with some interesting ideas for those dials, and wish I could turn them up myself, LOL.
January 17th, 2010 at 4:11 pm
It is funny how most of the time an act of kindness makes you feel really good about performing the act for someone, but when it is done in this context, it can create sexual excitement as well. The act of helping someone and the act of service are 2 separate things, but when combined they create feelings on so many levels.
Web, I think that is very well stated. You have, as always, done so well with your obedience :)
January 20th, 2010 at 12:00 am
Dear Lady Julia,
I was embarassed before I read everyone’s postings, and now I am doubly so. I failed utterly to complete the main task for today. I did not even come into contact with any woman I knew that I could serve (I had a doctor’s appointment in the middle of the day) I stopped to do the grocery shopping on the way home, only to find that my wife had had to walk up to the local store to buy food because I wasn’t there.
I don’t know if I should listento Surrender I & II tonight, since I didn’t do my part today.
Freemann :-(
January 20th, 2010 at 12:08 am
Dear Lady Julia,
Almost forgot to answer your questions.
I don’t detect any affect Surrender I & II have on how I feel about the services I have performed during this experience. Nor do I feel that the fact that I am supposed to be doing this fro Lady Julia and under her control has had any specific effect. But It has felt good to consciously peerform these service, and others, as opposed to just doing them pro forma, or for my own benefit.
Freemann
January 20th, 2010 at 11:07 am
Freeman, I’m glad you are enjoying performing your tasks. It sounds like you have a special relationship with your Lady.
What you have done so far has been lovely. I am not displeased at all and I’m sure your Lady isn’t either. If you had no contact with a Lady yesterday then you didn’t fail in your task. Sometimes circumstances don’t always allow for people to fulfill their tasks.
Please don’t feel sad. I would like to adjust the instructions. Today choose something you can do for your Lady that is romantic. It might be picking out a song or two and telling her why they make you think of her. It might be sitting next to her on the sofa while holding her hand and watching a TV show. Just pick something that is special.
I think this is the last day for you. I’d much prefer you do something for her than the tasks I assigned. That said, if you do not read these instructions in enough time, then I’d like for you to do them tomorrow.
The reality of dominance and submission is that sometimes things don’t work out the way we want them to. I can adjust and I know you can as well.
I am impressed by the effort you have demonstrated.
January 20th, 2010 at 2:25 pm
Dear Lady Julia
Thank you for understanding. The next part of this post is from my Lady Wife.
My lord and husband can be a bit forgetful sometimes. We are both couch potatos adn tend to focus on tasks instead of each other. Giving him a task where he actually had to concentrate on doing things that show me how much he loves me is very nice. I certainly appreciate it. It just serves to confirm the deep and abiding bond that we share as man and wife.
Thank you again – We’re going out to do something romantic now.
Freemann & Emjayemm
January 20th, 2010 at 3:38 pm
Emjayemm, I’m glad you are both enjoying yourselves. I have to say, I receive a great deal of feedback here and via email. Yours is one of my favorites :)
January 22nd, 2010 at 7:14 am
Lady Julia,
After listening to Surrender 1 and 2 last night, I began thinking about the nature of giving up control to a strong woman (you for the time of the files and my Lady in very specific ways). This rumination is something that will occupy my mind today. I asked myself what areas of control I wanted to give up to her and why. These are questions that I’ve known I’d have to answer for a while now. It’s good to start working them out, I think.
I let myself enjoy the files without worrying about whether or not I would go into trance. They’re fun to listen to and, as I said earlier, your words are quite exciting and arousing. I’m looking forward to finding time to listen again later today.
I’ve already done an act of service for my Lady this morning by converting a videotape that is very important to her to a digital file for burning onto DVD. It took almost two hours, and that’s just the first stage of the process. Next I have to convert that file to a format my DVD authoring software can handle and then create the DVD — complete with menus. I’m a bit of an archivist so I’m getting a kick out of doing this for her.
I will, of course, write more about the rest of my day and any other act of service I perform for her.
Regards,
cdbtoo
January 22nd, 2010 at 7:00 pm
BTW, Lady Julia,
I may have to postpone Day Four until Sunday. If so, I’ll post about it Sunday night or Monday morning.
I have to admit that the more I listen to your Surrender files, the more erotic I find them. They’re so warm and inviting. I’ll listen to them more even after this experience is over.
Using the red cloth as a touchstone was an excellent idea; it’s a connection to your control for the day and stroking it and holding it is calming.
Regards,
cdbtoo
January 23rd, 2010 at 9:38 am
cdbtoo, that’s fine to postpone. I’m glad you are enjoying the files :)