HomeHow very impressed I am by your posts and the feeling behind them.
You agreed to surrender to an activity that you knew would not overtly press your sexual buttons. Yes, I know service might excite you, but I suspect not as strongly as other activities I could have selected. By making this choice you stand as fine examples of men who see that submission is not a selfish act.
It’s wonderful to have your sexual buttons pushed and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. It’s something everyone deserves when, and if, the time is right. But there is so much more to truly surrendering, isn’t there? You see it, you feel it – that warmth and pride filling you when you focus on the desires and needs of a Lady.
And… I suspect as you pause to reflect you are a bit aroused by your obedience. After all, a woman you do not know is controlling some of your daily activities… she has you on your knees, she has you focusing on serving. It’s understandable that you would be excited when thinking of the ease in which she reached out, gently stroked your mind, and persuaded you to comply with her will.
You may even be finding there’s a pleasant, whispering refrain caressing your mind. “You’re such a good boy… so very pleasing.”
With a soft, gentle smile,
Lady Julia
January 21st, 2010 at 5:55 am
Lady Julia,
You are spot on in your suspicion’s at my arousal by my obedience to a woman whom I don’t know. The thought of submitting to this experience and being controlled by a woman with such a lovely voice and casual intensity is exciting. I cannot believe how easy it was for you to pull me into service to you for this experience; it’s as if you reached right through my carefully constructed walls and pulled me into your world.
Most kind regards,
cdbtoo