That’s perfect and precisely what I would recommend.

Your gift to your wife today is very nice and I’m sure she will be quite happy :) It’s lovely to see your obvious love for her. I really am touched by seeing devotion such as yours.

Thank you for the feedback with regard to the surrender files. I’m glad you enjoy them.

Speaking of exciting, I have to say that listening to Surrender 1 and 2 last night was arousing and subtly intense. You have a way with words and vocalizations that seem to have a physical impact. I enjoyed following your voice down that path of surrender for the length of the files.

Regards,

cdbtoo

I think it’s the same way when submissive men serve. They do it to please the Lady, but yum – it feels good too :)

Regarding the edit, I completely understand and should have remembered the moratorium on such mentions. I’ll be more careful in the future.

I am indeed enjoying performing these acts of service, as you suspect. I’m glad to have this opportunity to take a close look at my motivations and begin to consciously own them. I’m don’t consider myself to be but I do like to be of service. I’m happy to share some of this service with you.

cdbtoo

I’ve really enjoyed reading your comments thus far. It seems as if you are really enjoying performing these acts of service. That’s lovely :) I suspect your Lady must be as pleased as I am. You seem like a very sweet man who would probably do things like this anyway. I’m glad to get to share some of those moments.

I did want to explain to you why I edited the above comment to remove the name of the paid hypnodomme. I know your comment is sincere and I appreciate your assessment of this Lady’s ethics and motivations and I suspect you are probably correct. It’s just that I do not want to use my blog in any way to promote any paid hypnodomme. I hope you understand.

I’ve already gotten a jump on Day Two by sending a small tribute to < a paid hypnodomme > . I’ve followed her writings about erotic hypnosis and she’s someone who’s ethics and motivations I greatly respect — much in the same way I do yours. She’s someone, too, whom I believe could help me in my quest for trance knowledge and experience, so giving her a tribute seemed a natural thing to do. I felt as though a I made a down payment on part of my future, strangely enough. What is more important, I feel very good about supporting, even minimally, such a commanding woman.

What this experience is doing for me, Lady Julia, is allowing me to access emotions and intents so that I can identify them and get familiar with them when the crop up in my life with my Queen. It’s taking away some of the fear of those emotions, and submissive intents towards her. In this case, familiarity breeds desire for more.

I’ll write more at the end of this day.

Most kind regards,

cdbtoo

what was significant was the cheerfulness and gladness I felt doing these little favors for strangers.

Smiles

I have some good news, and some bad news…

The good news is,yesterday, after posting here, I went out to pick up some supper. While shopping I had the opportunity to be polite and friendly to a salesgirl, and to holdthe door open for a lady and her husband. Nothing much, you might think; what was significant was the cheerfulness and gladness I felt doing these little favors for strangers.

The bad news is that I was unable to get out today, so there was no opportunity to be of service to another woman besides my wife. I continued to clean up the living room and take out the trash.

I just finished listening to Surrender I and Surrender II. *Blink* Out like a light!

Freemann

I hope you feel better today.

During the day, another opportunity to help a lady presented itself. When I returned from lunch to the office, a car was broken down in the middle of the road near our parking lot. I noticed, as I was parking, that it was an older lady. I quickly ran over, and got two other men walking down the sidewalk to help me push her car out of the street to a safe location, checked to see if she had gas, and let her use my cell phone to call her son, who luckily is a mechanic. I waited with her until he arrived. They both thanked me and I walked into my office feeling great.

Last night, just before supper, I fell ill. My throat started getting sore, and I had a fever and chills. I decided to go to bed early. I didn’t get on the computer, but I did listen to the MP3s before I fell asleep. It amazes me how fast I fall when Lady Julia says that phrase, even after a long time without listening to them. I am so glad I am doing this experience, and listening to her wonderful voice.

I apologize for being so late in posting my comment, and promise to do better tonight.