I kept the cloth in my vest pocket all day and I touched and stroked it several times while I was at work, and after I got home, thinking of my tasks and giving you pleasure through the control I’ve conceded to you for this experience. What surprised me was the calming effect that action had on me. When I stroked the cloth and considered Day One, I immediately felt my stress level go down. Unexpected.

Deciding on the act of service for a woman yesterday wasn’t so hard. I bought a gift card from Starbucks and thought I would send it anonymously to a woman I’ve done work for in my office building. I know her name but don’t know anything else about her. I chucked that plan and gave the card to one of the register workers at the grocery store nearby. I experienced a wave of fear as my turn in her line came up and I very nearly didn’t give the card to her. But knowing how much it would please you, and how much I could learn about service for m Lady, allowed me to hand it to her with a “Happy New Year” greeting. The smile on her face was warm and her pleasant surprise was adorable. It made me feel good that I could brighten her day a bit.

Once home I made listening to “Surrender 1″ the very last thing I did before falling asleep. Wow. I’m going to have to make a point of listening to that one several times once this experience is over. It was calming and exciting at the same time. I tried not to “force” myself to go into trance so I could just listen to your words. I enjoyed that. We’ll see how that progresses in the future.

Day two coming up…

Regards,

cdbtoo

I went through my brief meditation this morning, with my soft, red fetish in my hands. I felt the hardness of the wood against my knees, shins, ankles and tops of my feet. Beyond that I felt the desire to please settle in my heart as I thought about what the rest of the day will bring. I thought about pleasing my Lady with something special and I thought about the control I’m giving to both her and you today.

On to the rest of the day!

Regards,

cdbtoo

I’m looking forward to your participation.

Tomorrow will be in interesting day! I have a question, though: as I kneel for you and contemplate your control, would you mind if I insert a secondary contemplation for my own Lady? I understand if you’d rather I didn’t; I can bring what I learn in this experience to her regardless.

Looking forward to tomorrow!

cdbtoo

Stedy as a rock.

Freemann

Your hand is ok now?

For my service, I resolved to clean our living room for my wife (I am normally a *terrible* housekeeper). I built a fire, went and got us both breakfast, bagged and carried to our trash and recycling pick-up point (a fair distance, even in good weather), in the rain,a couple of loads. This took 4 or 5 hours. I let her sleep late, and would not let her lift a hand in the cleaning.

In the late afternoon, I listened to Surender I. Lady Julia’s voice and words really took me deep. However,I noticed my left hand shaking, at times severely. This could have been due to the position of my head, as I slumped into relaxation (I have osteo-arthritis in my neck, which sometimes presses on the motor nerves to my left hand and arm), or it could have been from stress caused by my reactions to the surrender and obey suggestions. The return to trance trigger worked well.

I look forward with interest and anticipation to the next few days.

Freemann

I am looking forward to hearing about your day :)

I think a lot of what the others who have posted here as their service is what I was taught to do as good manners as a boy.

It is lovely that you were reared that way and I suspect the others were probably taught that way as well. Sometimes the difference between manners and service (as well as the difference between kink and D/s) is what is transpiring inside the mind. We do so many things automatically, but what makes them special is the intent behind them.