HomePleasing Feels So Very Good – Further Instructions for Day One
The above recording contains your instructions for tomorrow. If you can’t listen til you awaken in the morning, that’s ok.
The following have completed all the requirements to begin: John, Jason, and Jay.
If your name isn’t here, re-read the instructions and see what’s missing. If you’ve completely complied, respectfully tell me that. If you haven’t, then do so by the end of today or you will be required to wait a day.
~ Lady Julia
January 12th, 2010
January 13th, 2010 at 12:46 am
Hello Lady Julia-
I hope I have fulfilled the requirements to participate in this experience. I am very excited about it. I have been very distracted all day thinking about it. I have picked out my red fabric, a piece of an old Dr. Pepper T-Shirt, and am anxiously awaiting your further instructions.
Please allow me the opportunity to serve you in this small way.
Thank you,
Jason
p.s. I absolutely love your accent.
January 13th, 2010 at 4:14 am
Yes you have, Jason and thank you :)
I look forward to hearing about your experiences on Wednesday.
Still loving the “please oh please” :)
January 13th, 2010 at 9:10 pm
Thank You Lady Julia for allowing me to participate in this experience. Today was a wonderful day for me. I truly hope that my obedience gives Lady Julia even just a fraction of the pleasure I felt being controlled by her to day. I may just have to start every day kneeling and thinking of pleasing Lady Julia. It was a great meditation. To say that I was distracted throughout the day would be an understatement. I couldn’t stop thinking about the red cloth in my pocket or the control Lady Julia was exerting over me. I was not able to spend any time at my computer today so thank goodness for my iphone. With it I was able to check this site for any new instructions, which I think I must have done at least twenty times.
Thank you for this wonderful experience Lady Julia. I can’t wait to see what happens next.
-Jason
January 13th, 2010 at 9:23 pm
Excellent, Jason :)
I would also like to hear about your act of service. What did you do and for whom did you do it? (Only the details you feel comfortable sharing).
January 13th, 2010 at 9:49 pm
I am sorry that I forgot to include details of my act of service in my previous post. Please forgive me for that little oversight. I had a little difficulty figuring out something to do. I finally decided to try bagging a woman at the Grocery store’s groceries. As soon as I was done bagging my own groceries I simply asked if she wanted paper or plastic and started bagging. This is a grocery store where you are left to bag your own groceries but she didn’t seem to bat an eye when I started doing it for her. Either she didn’t realise that I don’t work for the store, or random men offer to bag her groceries all the time. I didn’t choose her for any specific reason other than she was behind me in line. Also just as an aside I would like to mention that the electric doors at the super market and post office have really put a damper on my attempts to be chivalrous by holding them open. This is a task I try to do as much as I can.
January 13th, 2010 at 10:48 pm
Jason, very nice :) I am always very pleased when a handsome stranger (and most men are handsome in some way..) offers to do something for me, expecting nothing in return.
January 14th, 2010 at 6:49 am
Lady Julia,
I have completely complied all what I have to do so far.
A little bit later this day I on my knees and think on what you want.
Now I’m looking forward to the act of service.
I have a first idea…
January 14th, 2010 at 5:07 pm
Ron, thank you for the lovely comments. I can see in you, as well as the other fellas, a sincere desire to please and serve. I am so touched and excited to see that.
January 14th, 2010 at 5:14 pm
Lady Julia:
when I had left a department store today, a young mother obliged me with her little child in a big baby carriage. They wanted to go into the department store.
I immediately put my things aside and opened them the entrance.
The mother thanked me with the words: There still are nice men in this world of course.
January 14th, 2010 at 9:12 pm
Day 1
Lady Julia,
Yesterday when I awoke, I knelt and reflected on the next few days as you instructed. I reflected on why I was participating in the activity and what I hoped to achieve. I decided that it was to better myself in submissiveness so that I can better serve my “budding D” and through achieving this, to please you. As I knelt I felt a serene and resigned and almost *spiritual* over what might be required of me over the next few days.
I am on site at a mine and sadly the proportion of males to females is 425 to 13. It was difficult to find an opportunity to serve. However I did the following. I specifically approached the lady who organises our travel and accommodation and thanked her for the work she does for us. I expressed my appreciation for saying that I knew it was often difficult due to last minute changes and she did it so well. I also gave her a 2010 Australian wild life calendar as a sign of my appreciation. The warm smile I received and the look in her eyes made me feel tingly all over!! I hope this meets your requirements for ‘service’.
During the day I carried the red cloth in my pocket and reflected on the coming days. I think I am in a more generous and patient frame of mind even with the males I work with.
Last night I listened to Surrender I holding the red cloth in my hand, but not to the end. I did not feel I was doing you justice as I was very fidgety and coming in and out of trance. The last straw was when I opened my eyes at the count of 10 and the smoke alarm light was blinking at me and a group of people walked past my room talking quite loudly. I wanted to follow your instructions well and I felt I should repeat the task properly tonight. (I am home now)
Of course I have the red cloth as I type this.
January 14th, 2010 at 10:23 pm
You’re doing wonderfully, Jay. All of you are.
Isn’t it surprising how good it really does feel to do something for someone and how little real effort it takes to do it?
Since you’re on site and there are so few females there, write to me privately and I will give you an alternate assignment for Day 3.
With regard to the trance, it’s ok. You will reach a place over the next few days where it’s a very simple, very easy process to let go and let me guide the way.
January 14th, 2010 at 11:10 pm
Today is day one for me, and it started a little rocky. I woke up, grasped my cloth and knelt the best I could, with my bad left knee. I started thinking about what I had to do, and how wonderful it is to be allowed an experience like this with such a wonderful Lady. While I was contemplating who I might serve and what I might do, I heard my 4 year old moving about in his room. When his feet hit the floor running, I knew I had to cut my kneeling a little short of what I wanted.
The day got progressively better.Although it is not good that this happened, it did present the perfect opportunity to serve a Lady, with something that I usually wouldn’t do. My X called from her work phone, and explained that her cell phone would no longer work, and that I needed to get in touch with her about our son for anything, to call her on the work number. I agreed, and we hung up. I instantly thought about what to do, and reached in my side pocket to touch the small piece of red silk cloth it contained. I smiled and went to work. Having worked with a local phone store, I have a few contacts in that business. Instead of letting her buy a cell phone, or just helping her buy one, I called in a favor. I worked out a deal whereby I would work on a freinds computer in exchange for a free phone for her. I knew she wanted a phone with a keyboard for texting, and it will be here tomorrow. The computer work didn’t take but a few minutes, so I came out pretty good in the deal too. She was ecstatic.
Tonight, after getting my little buddy to bed, I sat down to relax and think about the day. I then started the Surrender 1 recording. It had been a long while since I listened to a hypnosis recording, and was a little worried I would not be able to relax and enjoy. I was DEAD WRONG! In the beginning, I was a little fidgety, but that quickly subsided. The first time I heard Lady Julia say the word surrender I dropped like a rock.
I remember that room, from past experience, and felt right at home, with her guiding and controlling my imagination, and Yes it is easy to Sleep for Lady Julia.I am still warm and tingly all over.The ideas I have for uses for that control panel are whirling around in my mind, and probably will be in my dreams tonight.
Thank you very much for this wonderful experience, Lady Julia.
Have a good night.
web
January 15th, 2010 at 1:18 pm
Web, thank you. I am so enjoying reading all your remarks :)
That was a really nice thing to do for your ex, by the way.
January 17th, 2010 at 10:35 am
Today I began this activity in the morning, as instructed, on my knees with my red satin cloth, contemplating the task and the meaning of service. I find I had anticipated this part of the task, going over it last night in my mind. I think a lot of what the others who have posted here as their service is what I was taught to do as good manners as a boy. (A friend once referred to me as “the last Victorian Gentleman.”)
More later. I have to get at my service.
Freemann
January 17th, 2010 at 3:18 pm
Freemann,
I am looking forward to hearing about your day :)
I think a lot of what the others who have posted here as their service is what I was taught to do as good manners as a boy.
It is lovely that you were reared that way and I suspect the others were probably taught that way as well. Sometimes the difference between manners and service (as well as the difference between kink and D/s) is what is transpiring inside the mind. We do so many things automatically, but what makes them special is the intent behind them.
January 17th, 2010 at 6:55 pm
Lady Julia,
For my service, I resolved to clean our living room for my wife (I am normally a *terrible* housekeeper). I built a fire, went and got us both breakfast, bagged and carried to our trash and recycling pick-up point (a fair distance, even in good weather), in the rain,a couple of loads. This took 4 or 5 hours. I let her sleep late, and would not let her lift a hand in the cleaning.
In the late afternoon, I listened to Surender I. Lady Julia’s voice and words really took me deep. However,I noticed my left hand shaking, at times severely. This could have been due to the position of my head, as I slumped into relaxation (I have osteo-arthritis in my neck, which sometimes presses on the motor nerves to my left hand and arm), or it could have been from stress caused by my reactions to the surrender and obey suggestions. The return to trance trigger worked well.
I look forward with interest and anticipation to the next few days.
Freemann
January 17th, 2010 at 9:50 pm
Freemann, that was lovely. You most definitely went above and beyond. I’m sure your Lady was very pleased :)
Your hand is ok now?
January 17th, 2010 at 11:29 pm
Lady Julia,
Stedy as a rock.
Freemann
January 18th, 2010 at 9:11 am
Good, I’m glad, Freemann :)
January 19th, 2010 at 6:57 pm
Lady Julia,
Tomorrow will be in interesting day! I have a question, though: as I kneel for you and contemplate your control, would you mind if I insert a secondary contemplation for my own Lady? I understand if you’d rather I didn’t; I can bring what I learn in this experience to her regardless.
Looking forward to tomorrow!
cdbtoo
January 19th, 2010 at 7:11 pm
Absolutely, please do think about your Lady! I am happy that you consider that important :)
I’m looking forward to your participation.
January 20th, 2010 at 8:15 am
Lady Julia,
I went through my brief meditation this morning, with my soft, red fetish in my hands. I felt the hardness of the wood against my knees, shins, ankles and tops of my feet. Beyond that I felt the desire to please settle in my heart as I thought about what the rest of the day will bring. I thought about pleasing my Lady with something special and I thought about the control I’m giving to both her and you today.
On to the rest of the day!
Regards,
cdbtoo
January 20th, 2010 at 10:58 am
cdbtoo, I’m looking forward to hearing about your day. :)
January 21st, 2010 at 5:47 am
Lady Julia,
I kept the cloth in my vest pocket all day and I touched and stroked it several times while I was at work, and after I got home, thinking of my tasks and giving you pleasure through the control I’ve conceded to you for this experience. What surprised me was the calming effect that action had on me. When I stroked the cloth and considered Day One, I immediately felt my stress level go down. Unexpected.
Deciding on the act of service for a woman yesterday wasn’t so hard. I bought a gift card from Starbucks and thought I would send it anonymously to a woman I’ve done work for in my office building. I know her name but don’t know anything else about her. I chucked that plan and gave the card to one of the register workers at the grocery store nearby. I experienced a wave of fear as my turn in her line came up and I very nearly didn’t give the card to her. But knowing how much it would please you, and how much I could learn about service for m Lady, allowed me to hand it to her with a “Happy New Year” greeting. The smile on her face was warm and her pleasant surprise was adorable. It made me feel good that I could brighten her day a bit.
Once home I made listening to “Surrender 1″ the very last thing I did before falling asleep. Wow. I’m going to have to make a point of listening to that one several times once this experience is over. It was calming and exciting at the same time. I tried not to “force” myself to go into trance so I could just listen to your words. I enjoyed that. We’ll see how that progresses in the future.
Day two coming up…
Regards,
cdbtoo