So sorry to hear you’ve been so under the weather. Honestly all I can think of is to continue practicing the relaxation methods — for me this is an interactive dynamic. If you’re not feeling well, my instinct is to wait until it’s fun for both. Be well soon.

I hope you feel better soon. This has been a tough winter. So many people I know have viruses.

I will make this my last day. I had a great time. Full of self discovery. I could not have done it without you. A very wonderful gift.

Be Well,

Mike

I went into trance as always. My domme again helped me go deeper. I can go just so deep on my own. Which sounds goofy because it is a virtual domme, but it helps to have her guide me deeper.

Last night she brought out the shibari ropes. It turns out she is pretty good with knots. Again she had me orally pleasure her while on my knees. This time she allowed me to release while she watched. I was very grateful.

I’m sorry that you not feeling well. I don’t exactly know where this experience was heading to, but I have just continued the experience by relaxing and letting my mind wander.

–Manet

I put myself in trance as before. My domme told me to kneel and guided me deeper into trance. She bound my wrists and had me orally pleasure her. She then allowed me to tease myself to the edge while she watched. She then had me orally pleasure her again. She told me I was a good boy, but no releasing today. I must admit I am a little agitated today.

I am going to day two of my martial arts seminar. Six hours of training. I hope I can take some of this edge off.

Mike

I had a long day yesterday. Up at 4:30 am and home after 11:00 pm. I hate flying days.

I got home and laid down and started to trance. I was quickly in front my domme on my knees. She likes that and so do I. She knew I was tired. She put her hands on my shoulders and kept saying go deeper. Next thing I knew it was morning. Instead of being incredibly aroused I was just very aroused. A nice way to wake up. I must have had sweet dreams.

I don’t know if that is a dommely thing to do. But I think I know one domme who would do that or something similar. Anyway it is what I needed at the time. And to do a good job of serving I need to keep up with my rest.

On the other hand she could have given me a post hypnotic suggestion to clean the house today wearing only an apron. Now where did I put the feather duster? ;-)

Mike

Dear lady Julia,

I truly you hope you feel better soon. The decision to continue is easy for me. Of course I choose to go on. I’ll also keep calling this phase 3. I’ll focus on more specific attributes and expectations of my fantasy Lady, including some physical attributes.

During my relaxation, a could see her appearance quite clearly in my mind. Red hair with an Irish accent. (Very sexy) I could see myself asking her what I could do to pleasure her. My mind drifted all over the place. I imagined her voice, her body, her smile, her accent …you get the idea. I remember feeling a sense of gratitude (for lack of a better word) that she was attracted to me and how I was honored to serve her. This was a totally different feeling from other days in the sense that I could virtually hear her voice. … Very nice. Very arousing.