HomeOnce you’ve completed my previous instructions, I’m going to alter the instructions a bit. Instead of thinking about letting go of stress, once you’re all relaxed and in a nice suggestible place, I want you to fill your thoughts with a sexual fantasy. You may either let your mind wander or think of a favorite and familiar one. Do this for three days and as before, report on your successes. You may share the specifics if you wish, but it’s not necessary if you’re feeling a bit shy :)
You’re doing wonderfully, fellas :) Don’t worry about your minds wandering a bit – as you can see that will come in useful very soon.
February 21st, 2010
February 21st, 2010 at 10:31 pm
Dear Lady Julia,
Again I was able to slow my mind and body down fairly quickly. Using noise cancelling headphones seems to help me focus and relax. I noticed sort of a floating sensation, but my mind did wander quite a bit.
Following your instructions, I focused on a sexual fantasy. I’ll keep that fantasy private for the time being. I noticed myself more psychologically aroused than physically. That’s about all I can say in a public forum, but I’m finding this quite interesting.
-Noisyturtle
February 22nd, 2010 at 6:35 am
Day 1 of Sexual Fantasy Phase:
I should learn by now to expect the unexpected from you.
I did the relaxation with fantasy last night. Very pleasant way to go to sleep. This morning I had erotic dreams and was very aroused when I woke up.
I am doing the music task also. I think the combination of these two tasks is very powerful. Just thought you would like to know. Not that you would ever use it against us. ;-)
Mike
February 22nd, 2010 at 11:35 am
Lady Julia,
Okay so I’ve been doing the program — using my own indirect screensaver light flashing against the wall — as a de-stresser. Hope your own stress is going down. For my part the best it’s doing is getting me to an “it’s okay to be stressed sometimes” place.
As for the erotic fantasy: frankly the whole exercise has that component. I’m finding myself hearing your voice very vividly telling me to be patient, and feeling the anticipation of what you’ll do next…
February 22nd, 2010 at 4:57 pm
Day 4. Felt nice and heavy after thinking for waves and sea for a while. I tried to think a specific fantasy but couldn’t keep my thoughts on track so the fantasies were bits and pieces from different sexy scenes.So my mind was wandering around quite a bit. I could imagine some parts very well and others not so well. Half an hour went past fast and I had nice time felt very good and relaxed afterward
February 22nd, 2010 at 8:12 pm
Thomas, keep going :) Try doing the relaxation part a little longer and let me know what effect that has.
Noisyturtle, psychologically aroused is good :) I suspect after a day or so your body will follow.
Manet, I think the same holds true for you. After a day or so, this could be very interesting for you :)
Mike, I would never use anything against you ;)
You’re all doing so well :) Keep practicing for me…
February 22nd, 2010 at 11:27 pm
Day 5 (fantasy)
Dear Lady Julia,
I’m not sure how I got a day ahead of everybody else. Well. not really, I just do this in the late evening when I’m more relaxed to start with. Anyway…
Relaxing and letting go seems to be getting easier. I must be relaxing deeper than before because I don’t listen to the lyrics at all anymore, Again, I found when I focused on the fantasy, it was still more mentally arousing than physically. (Although the physical did improve somewhat)
When I was done, I noticed a touch of a let down emotionally. Possibly because the fantasy is one of those that probably will always stay a fantasy. Still, day 6 should be very interesting
- Noisyturtle
February 23rd, 2010 at 7:02 am
Day 2 of the sexual fantasy phase.
I am definitely amped up now. Listening to the music before I do the hypnosis is having a very strong effect. I woke up several times last night. It was either due to erotic dreams or music in my head. This morning I was was very aroused.
A delicious experience.
Thank you,
Mike
February 23rd, 2010 at 12:49 pm
Noisyturtle, I’m sorry to read you were a bit let down :( I know sometimes it’s that way when we fantasize but I don’t want that for you. Don’t finish today if it will make you feel sad.
February 23rd, 2010 at 12:49 pm
Mike, cdbtoo, and Mr Hick, I’m glad you are all doing so well :) I’m looking forward to hearing about today for each of you.
February 23rd, 2010 at 11:11 pm
Day 6 (Fantasy)
Dear Lady Julia,
Please don’t misunderstand my previous post. It was a minor speed bump and there was no sadness or major let down. If it’s alright with you, I’d like to continue.
Relaxing and letting go tonight was probably the easiest of all the previous days. It seems that I would be able to slow down and let go without the music at all, however I continued to use it as usual. I found just the anticipation of the fantasy became exciting.
Focusing on the fantasy I again felt psychologically aroused, but this time my body also seemed to follow soon after. I didn’t feel any let down at all this time. This was by far the most enjoyable session I’ve had so far.
February 24th, 2010 at 6:52 am
Lady Julia,
I had a tough time concentrating last night. I was physically exhausted from work. So I fell asleep. As usual in these events I awoken very aroused. I did sleep well last night though. I may listen to music before I trance in the future. Not necessarily erotic music. Maybe something relaxing. It is something I may experiment. Music does affect my mood.
February 24th, 2010 at 6:53 am
Forgot. That last post was day three of the fantasy phase. Eagerly awaiting the next phase.
February 24th, 2010 at 10:58 am
Dear Lady Julia
Day 5:
I seem to get into trance quite easily. Still my thoughts are just jumping around from one erotic scene to another when I get to that stage. There is some physical reaction, but mostly I get aroused in my mind. I think the scenes were a bit more vivid today than yesterday. Very nice and relaxed feeling when coming back. Time seem to go past really fast in the trance.
February 24th, 2010 at 5:29 pm
Manet, you are another very smart one. Well, all of you are. It makes you all a delicious challenge. Now as you can imagine, a Domme just hates a challenge ;)
It’s ok that your mind is jumping from one erotic scene to another. Someone told me once that many men fantasize that way as opposed to a story type of fantasy.
You are doing very, very well. I like watching you and all the others growing in understanding :)
February 24th, 2010 at 5:31 pm
Mike, I don’t know…. should I add another phase? ;)
February 24th, 2010 at 5:33 pm
Hello Noisyturtle my friend, you are doing wonderfully :) It’s a growing process when one is learning to let go and let the mind take over. Your mind really wants to seek out beautiful and exciting places, doesn’t it?
I’m very impressed with how well you and all the others are doing.
February 24th, 2010 at 5:51 pm
Lady Julia,
I’ve stepped back from the erotic and done a few days of simply relaxing as you suggested. It’s going better, learning to relax and slow down and let it come to me instead of expecting something to happen which prevents it from happening. It’s much easier when guided by you however (MP3’s).
And yes, you should add another phase ;)
February 25th, 2010 at 4:39 am
Dear Lady Julia
Day 6:
Very much the same as the day 5. But the fantasies are even more vivid and I can even feel small parts of them. :) Not surprisingly more aroused than before too.
February 25th, 2010 at 8:37 am
Kneeling this morning, I relaxed and did my guitar harmonics, and nothing sexual would come to mind, so I went to You Tube and started over with a harmonics video. As I sank back in the chair, my neck and the back of my head began to get warm. I felt hands on my forehead and top of my head, my head nestled in the softest pillow of breasts, one resting on each shoulder, covering my ears, that hot milky smell going up my nose then flowing all the way down through me. Starting at the neck, I felt each joint of my spine loosen against her belly, down to her sex, hot and a little scratchy against my sacrum. Her arms circled under mine and her hands lay on my stomach with my arms resting on top of them. My butt and legs lay between her very large thighs and calves, and the soles of her feet rested on top of mine. Her arms and her feet started to pull inward, and as they did I could feel the moist lips opening. They continued to open and slide outward over my buttocks, then up around my hips as the encircling of her arms and legs closed gently.
This sensation of being encircled and pulled inward got so intense, I got frightened, and she stopped, and let me lay for a while, half enveloped, breathing calmly, then kissing my ear and fading away.
Wow
February 26th, 2010 at 5:22 am
“Now…” Day 2: Time is such a precious treasure for me these days. I woke up and laid out my little “prayer mat” on the empty floor of our mostly vacated house, relaxed and focused and went through my harmonic series on the guitar. Waited and waited, then stopped waiting, and felt or heard that voice from years ago, Mama Cass Elliott of the Mamas and Papas singing “dream a little dream of me”. Then she was there in front of me and pulled my head between her breasts while continuing to sing, “linger til dawn…” I felt a slight thrill below, but mostly just felt warm, content, surrounded and peaceful.
February 28th, 2010 at 3:39 pm
“Now…” Day 3: My guitar relaxed and focused me rapidly, more quickly than the first few days. I laid the instrument aside, and felt kind of warm all over as I again imagined Mama Cass Elliot. This time my head was resting between her legs, her thighs covering my ears and the sweetest hot smell in my nose and mouth. Her fingers were in my hair, and I could feel the weight of her breasts on my neck and upper back, not sure how she accomplished this physically but after all, it is a fantasy!